In 1987 in the small town of Dover, New Hampshire, Lisa and her best friend Rachel -- both seventeen -- set up a punk show at the Veteran's Hall.. When the headlining act got lost and drunk and never showed up, the audience was angry and the promoters hid in the bathroom. Then Lisa got an idea. The girls put on the 'Saturday Night Fever' soundtrack, mounted the stage, smoked cigars, caterwauled, took off their clothes and hit things and people. Suckdog -- called 'the most interesting band in the world' by Melody Maker -- was born.
Lisa Carver left for Europe at the age of eighteen, quickly becoming a teen publisher (of the fanzines 'Dirt' and 'Rollerderby'), a teen bride (to French performance artist Jean-Louis Costes), and a teen prostitute (turning her first trick a few days before turning 20). 'Hustler ' called "Rollerderby' "quite possibly the greatest zine ever", and 'The Utne Reader' chooses Lisa Carver as one of the 100 Visionaries Who Will Change Your Life.
But when her baby was born in 1994 with a chromosomal deletion and his dad -- industrial music maven and rumored neo-Nazi Boyd Rice -- became violent, Lisa began to realise the life that needed changing was her own. A story of lasting lightness and surprising gravity, this is a book about the generation that wanted to break every rule. A definitive account of rules broken, left intact and re-written forever, it ripens into the classic account of an artist and a mother becoming an adult on her own terms.